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20 Years In

by Pure Nonsense

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1.
We're on our way, No one can stop us now it has all gone too far Here we are Time to go, Head out to the road and we'll run as far as we can go Fast not slow Where we'll go don't follow The climb's too steep to slow down now In this world we're just two things Just Beggars and Kings Now it starts, we're going to get farther than we ever have gotten before Now it starts From the heart, we're going to take this engine and put the pedal to the floor Beggars no more Where we'll go don't follow The climb's too steep to slow down now In this world we're just two things Just Beggars and Kings Beggars and Kings We're on our way Beggars and Kings no than we'll ever be
2.
Gravity 03:50
AND WE SAY, THESE BROKEN HEARTED LOOSERS THEY KEEP WEIGHING ME, MY SYMPATHY IS GONE AND I'M WASTING AWAY ON HONESTY MY BEST INTENTIONS HURTING ME, I'M TIRED OF MOVING ON FROM BIG WORDS LIKE INTEGRITY HIPOCRACY, AND ALL THAT WE'VE DONE WRONG AS WE STAND THESE DAYS IT SEEMS THIS GRAVITY IS A LITTLE HEAVIER, THAN IT IS SUPPOSED TO BE THESE SATILITES ARE BROKEN, FALLIN IN INTO OUR ROOMS WHERE WE PRETEND IT DOESN'T BOTHER US WE TELL OURSELVES THEY'RE MENT FOR US AS WE FLY UP HIGHER IN THE CLOUDS WE'RE AFRAID OF LOOKIN DOWN TO WHERE THE WORLD FALLS OUT WE'LL RAIN LIKE BOMBS UPON THE GROUND AND WE SAY, THESE WELL INTENTIONED USERS THEY KEEP WEIGHING ME, MY APATHY IS GONE AND MY FRIENDS THEY ARE ABUSERS BUY THATS ALRIGHT WITH ME, THEY FILL MY GLASS FOR ME AND WERE GONNA MOVE YA SHOOTING STARS, BROKEN HEARTS, LOUD GUITARS, YOU AND ME AS WE STAND THESE DAYS IT SEEMS THIS GRAVITY IS A LITTLE HEAVIER, THAN IT IS SUPPOSED TO BE FALL AWAY, FALL AWAY, FALL UNTIL THEY'RE BLOWN AWAY FALL UNTIL THIS WORLD TURNS GRAY, FALL UNTIL THEIR ALL THE SAME SCATTERED ASHES, SCATTERED HEARTS, SCATTERED PIECES TORN APART BLEEDING, BROKEN, AND ALONE
3.
I've got this new girl who's real kind to me 36 24 36 of personality She's got a truck named Rocket and a dog named spike Lives with two friends who never seem to mind Her engine runs a bit wild, a little to quick for me She's got tattoos and piercings in places kinda hard to see I'd been thinking about the future, we're gonna go far Till I saw her steaming up the windows of my best friends car Well I'm innocent, it's so. It's a consequence I know Of never breaking hearts. Other than my own. I'm all little complications and awkward hesitations They only play my songs on the heartbreak stations He's got a sweet ass bike with a seat for me 1200 cc's of American machine Busy all the time, got two jobs or three always pays for our dinners, says free time's for me He's got a killer of a smile, sharp hair and soft eyes All of his friends they tell me I'm quite a prize Things are going great, my man is so fine but that's not the smell of Calvin Kline Well I'm innocent, it's so. It's a consequence I know Of never breaking hearts. Other than my own. I'm all little complications and awkward hesitations They only play my songs on the heartbreak stations I know I'm a mess, I hear it from all of my friends I'd promise to stop but I'll just do it again (repeats with guy, gal, mix) Well I'm innocent, it's so. It's a consequence I know Of never breaking hearts. Other than my own. I'm all little complications and awkward hesitations They only play my songs on the heartbreak stations
4.
So it happened once again and you turn to a friend And whisper politics, all hypocritically biased Look how far we've come, we're right back where we started from There's nothing wrong with us, we just can't be delirious And she said it's not that bad, your the best I've ever had And what is wrong with me is trapped in ancient history We can only go so far, you can't be more than what you are As hard as this is, how can we ever go the distance I've fallen to ashes once again I think it's time to make a mends Maybe life's a bit more than we pretend They say there's light where the darkness ends Take me home, I've fallen once again We all know, it never works out in the end It is so, what I mean I don't know but it seems to me that we, should be allowed to be somewhat ordinary So it happened once again and you turn to a friend And scream about that bitch and all the shit that comes with it He says who believes in love, it's just something that we all dream of A ritualistic, masochistic way of killing time off
5.
Pray 04:53
Shot down, with a six shot, right outside my bedroom Was a man I once knew as a friend Till he spent all his time on the playground Running favors for a handout Just eighteen, wanted to be famous, or a just a good test Of how a no-one can become a man Shame though, caught up in the wrong flow, could have been a well known If someone ever gave a damn See it in the streets at night Just another man shot on sight What about the long road, we are supposed to go, what about the dreams That come to us at night Worked out, played out, thought out, drawn out Until a man takes your life Get down on your knees and pray Get down on your knees (ya better) Pray for us sinners Cause a sinners heart doesn't have a prayer Pray for us sinners Cause I know there's a sinner in me, a sinner in me My friend though, he was a good Joe, just another player Caught up in a bad scam Came to my bedroom, told me to get out, talkin bunch of false lies About how he just kill a man Crying like a baby, not worrying about his safety, the week ones Always get a bullet in the head Cause their not worried about nothing but their conscience Your conscience always gets you in the end It's not good to spill your secrets Your secrets get you when they can Like a mad crowd, that you just sold out, coming up behind you To seek out their revenge In the form of a sentence, carried out before you, you see from your window Right outside your bed Now there's this little chill I see What I need is a little heat Than it can be seen If people listen to what I mean When I say it's time to pray You best not be in my way Cause it's alright to shoot on sight But your not allowed to cry at night So i kneel and i pray
6.
Freedom 02:39
DO YOU EVER THINK ABOUT ME OR ANY OF THE WORLD AROUND ME DO YOU HAVE THE TIME TO TAKE THE KNOCK ON YOUR DOOR DO YOU NEED THE FRIENDS AROUND ME YOUR FAN BASE IS ALL EMPOWERING COME ON DOWN FROM YOUR TALL TREE I'M READY FOR SOME MORE GET YOURSELF A LITTLE HIGHER AND GET YOUR FEET OUT OF THE FIRE AS I'M CAUGHT BETWEEN THE DEVIL AND THE DEEP BLUE SEA HOLD ON TO YOUR FABLES THAT KEEP YOUR SPIRIT ABLE HOW COME YOU NEVER WANT TO SIDE WITH ME SO KEEP READING OFF YOUR FABLES AND KEEP EATING OFF YOUR TABLES POISING THE MIND OF ALL THE FRIENDS THAT YOU KEEP BUT DON'T TRY TO TAKE ME NO, YOUR MINIONS WON'T OVERTAKE ME COME ON DOWN FROM YOUR TALL TREE I'M READY FOR SOME MORE
7.
Mercy 04:33
The beginning is the best part, it's always easiest to start I never seem to finish anything As things become a bigger mess, they tend to get cleaned up less Money never solves everything I've got my reasons for the reasons this reason isn't working Reasons never fix a god damn thing Another song about reasons, another song about the good fight Ya know the songs about tomorrow are never right MERCY, MERCY I'VE HAD ENOUGH MERCY, MERCY SOMETIMES IT'S A LITTLE TOO MUCH And the bills are piling up, working overtime to get though it What's life when we are working seven days Everything on TV is getting very scary and confusing I fear that things are never going to change As we keep on growing out, everybody's somehow different now But the more we change, the more we stay the same And we put all of ourselves into something that no one else believes in All your hero's were amateurs one day MERCY, MERCY I'VE HAD ENOUGH MERCY, MERCY IT'S GETTING TO BE TOO MUCH And our bodies stay in motion, somehow with our hearts all broken It's something about satellites and gravity And we all fall down when we loose the people that we lean on Hospital rooms keep ruining my week I swear I'm gonna change it all, scream until the walls all open but I loose my voice every time I speak I've put everything away, given up my dreams and shut the door I'm too damn old to be a rockstar anymore Can't outrun my shadow yet, sympathetic silhouette broken dreams and mounting debt I'm sorry to everyone I've met Alcohol, loosing bets, rapid fire cigarettes We all have our ways of coping best Nothing good comes from no regrets MERCY, MERCY I'VE HAD ENOUGH MERCY, MERCY IT'S JUST WAY TOO MUCH
8.
When your hoping to hold on to The beginning it's hard to Laziness has crept into the mind But the start is something This great unbelievable something Where you can always take your time For whatever you want to To have hearts to cling on to Without the threat of loosing your mind Let me tell you something Remember this one thing There's nothing wrong with wasting time It is so alarming, yet so elegant and charming I feel aspirations deep within my heart This is all part, of the start, the beginning of time There's this drive inside you You couldn't find again if you tried to Complications complicate over time There's an innocence and charm A soul that does no harm Questions that don't ever need an answer Cause your a dancer, a romancer You have a little toy blaster Not worried about the sickness of the mind Oh a child, young and wild With everything your entitled A god to everything you find
9.
Model cars and model planes Monopoly and all life’s games Warriors of backyard wars we fight Doctor, soccer, rock star dreams Dad is god, mom is gueen As I am the king of my own regime Superheros and comic books Big time dreams of small time crooks Race car winners on matchbox model A's Movie star, silver screen Dinosaurs and winning teams Amazing all the things we once believed Cause tonight holds tomorrow's dreams Of a foolish mans reality A fantasy that creeps into the mind Of love, money, and monopoly's Sugar treats and sugar dreams Tonight will make tomorrow mine Civil rights, majority Job security, stability Love that never fades away Rest all day, sleep at night The feeling of warm light A cure to all of life's disease Happy times, happy life Happiness that isn't slight Ignorance is bliss is what I say Famous likes, movie right Broadway play of all kinds Of stories they'll write about me
10.
Life 03:38
Tonight is just a waste of time cause tomorrow is never due You can't avoid the wrong time when the right time's just not you My friends they are a many acquaintances I knew So how's your love life mine's a bit trite and overdue I haven't missed the good times they just didn't feel right for me I seem a little on the outside on the other side of reality For fifteen minutes the spot light didn't shine on me I don't feel guilty about never being close to anybody You can see it on my lifeline when you look at the good side you see right through I just don't feel right I've cried every night since June When I sleep at night I dream of a fantasy I dream of being the high life the social life of the party When I write the story of my life it won't be much of anything So this is my life is this what life is supposed to be
11.
CALL ME LONELY CAUSE AT NIGHT, I SLEEP IN A WORLD OF MY OWN AS IF I HAVE NEVER KNOWN A SOUL AND IF I SEEM BITTER, IF I SEEM COLD IT'S CAUSE I LIVE IN A WORLD I CALL MY OWN Innocence is growing old, where to I belong To old to be all alone, to young to be gone My soul it is exhausted, accounts are overdrawn Can't you see I'm broken, I'm barely holding on They say it's all my fault, set my expectations high They say if you're a free man, your will can never die Don't speak yourself so soundly, freedom holds the highest bounty Damn your freedoms, damn your stories, damn your gods they all deplore me
12.
I'm going to sleep until tomorrow, and put away my sorrow of the life that I am going to be leaving behind So please don't give me pity, of forgiveness when your ready to say I haven't lived my life quite right Cause your life is only reflective, of you joy and your happiness you get from doing all the things you like So when you write about me, remember all that I see Most only get a moment, I got my whole life

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This is an album of songs I've written over the last 20 years that didn't make in onto different projects. I recorded it, produced it, and mixed it myself. I had my friend (and bandleader) Dick Darling sing on it. It was never made to be popular. I made it for myself and my daughter to show her you can do whatever you put your mind to. The last five songs are part of a song cycle (my wife says rock opera) I wrote 21 years ago.

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released December 3, 2020

Mark Kowal - Noise
Dick Darling - Vox

Scott Brooks - Drum Scratch Tracks
Samantha Kennerly - Vox on Heartbreak Station

All songs by Mark Kowal with a little help from my friends on: Pray (Thomas), Heartbreak Station (Austin), and Mercy (Dick Darling).

I MADE THIS ALBUM FOR AURORA AND MYSELF.

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Pure Nonsense Detroit, Michigan

Pure Nonsense was birthed out of my desire to record and release songs I've written over the last 20+ years which haven't appeared elsewhere. The group is made up of Mark Kowal (songwriter, music) and Dick Darling (Vocals). Scott Brooks assisted with ideas for the programmed drums. We are currently working on the second album (with real drums!) which is going to be awesome. ... more

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